Who needs birthday cake?

7/3/12
Well i can completely over the moon! Last night i lost 6lb which so made everything i missed out on last week food wise so so worth it. I never expected 6lb it was behind my wildest dreams and i felt so good and so empowered that i am not succumbed like i normally would have done in a party situation. This week i can going to work extra hard yet again because i so want to loose more, if i can loose at least 1lb next week i get my stone award and i cannot describe how that makes me feel, i think only people that have ever had a weight problem can understand the hard work, determination and pride you get when that first stone comes off, its almost like a sign that you are honestly on your way to the person you want to be. At this moment it feels so achievable and i know i am still going to have hard weeks and things still aren't rosy in every part of my life but hey lets be honest i weigh 13 pound less than i did 3 weeks ago and it feels great. That two average size babies! It also means i am getting closer to getting the go ahead to be sterilized i honestly cannot put into words how much it means to me to loose weight, its more than wanting to look sexy, its even more than wanting to be healthier its about being someone people dont judge, a mum that looks good for her kids, its about not getting upset every time i put an outfit on cause i look like a mountain wrapped in a tent., its about finally feeling im worth something. And if i could bottle that feeling i would be a millionaire xxxx